From Fact to Faith

So why am I struggling with this sickness, why am I still enduring this sickness, why am I still here what am I doing wrong? And God begins to tell me to break the unspoken contracts. There is a thing called unspoken contracts and its where people make contracts with other people without them knowing and they have certain expectations they expect from the other person and the other person doesn’t even know about it. Well, in this unspoken contract is where I secretly accepted what the world told me, and I begin to live it out. I begin to take their word over God‘s word. I begin to trust the doctors more than God. I begin to trust myself more than God and he had to reveal this to me and showed me that I gave up on him in this area. So the process is dethroning and breaching these contracts, breaking the soul ties of feeling like God is not ever going to heal me, feeling like I am not enough, feeling like I deserve this. Acknowledging was the first step. I had to be honest with myself and ask God for forgiveness for not trusting, having faith and for not believing him. The question is, is there anything too hard for GOD?
 
So the process is dethroning and breaching these contracts, breaching the soul ties of feeling like God is not ever going to heal me, feeling like I am not enough feeing like I deserve this. Acknowledging was the first step. I had to be honest with myself and ask God for forgiveness for not trusting, having faith and for not believing him. The question is, is there anything too hard for GOD